Friday, February 4, 2011

I do not want to...

I am going to be totally honest for a minute.

I do not want to..
.. i do not want to make appointments and arrangements to take Somer to a specialist in Denver. I know that there is something going to with her, but honestly I just want to pretend none of it is happening. I am not worried or freaking out - just do not want to live reality right now. Ever been there - where you just want to prentend that you live in happy land were everything is easy and you never have to stress about anything; where you can fall out of a tree and magically a handsome prince catches you? -- Oddly; I think that a handsome prince is always there to catch us and more; to hold our hands every step off the way. Okay, God; I will rest you in. "Trust the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.... and he will make your paths straight"... okay; I trust.

Jo Lee

3 comments:

Tiffany said...

Oh yeah. Right there with you. Just remember to breathe. It will be ok. Hugs!

Just Me - The Champion said...

We hear you girlfriend. Totally normal. Sometimes it's all just too much. Thankfully we DO have a God we can rest in... Love you... love your baby girl. And BTW - you can freak out if you want to. It's totally allowed. :) lv, jen

Kim said...

What you feel is the Holy Spirit - the ability to do what we do not want to do and not be worried - God's HS Bubble!

It will be okay. In His hands. Sit. Stay.