I am going to be totally honest for a minute.
I do not want to..
.. i do not want to make appointments and arrangements to take Somer to a specialist in Denver. I know that there is something going to with her, but honestly I just want to pretend none of it is happening. I am not worried or freaking out - just do not want to live reality right now. Ever been there - where you just want to prentend that you live in happy land were everything is easy and you never have to stress about anything; where you can fall out of a tree and magically a handsome prince catches you? -- Oddly; I think that a handsome prince is always there to catch us and more; to hold our hands every step off the way. Okay, God; I will rest you in. "Trust the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.... and he will make your paths straight"... okay; I trust.
Jo Lee
Oh yeah. Right there with you. Just remember to breathe. It will be ok. Hugs!
ReplyDeleteWe hear you girlfriend. Totally normal. Sometimes it's all just too much. Thankfully we DO have a God we can rest in... Love you... love your baby girl. And BTW - you can freak out if you want to. It's totally allowed. :) lv, jen
ReplyDeleteWhat you feel is the Holy Spirit - the ability to do what we do not want to do and not be worried - God's HS Bubble!
ReplyDeleteIt will be okay. In His hands. Sit. Stay.